yeah....

So my dog is sick. He got parvo. I (with the help of my brother and liz) had had to give him shot twice a day. It hasn't been easy but if I want him to survive its a must.

I've slowly start to realize that people who I thought were my friends...are just acquaintances. And probably later on...hardly that. Frankly, my first instinct was right. It just saddens me to know this. I mean. I just thought since they seemed like the really wanted to be my friend. they would keep in contact with me. A text, an invite ( and to actually follow through with it) to hang out.

I'm glad I have friends like Jamie and Liz along with Shadee and Manuel. No matter how busy with are dealing with our pain, with kids, with work sucking ass, and just tired we manage to keep in contact.
I know i'm not the best at calling my friends but i'll send text messages. Its only because I just don't like talking on the phone but I do cherish every friend.

But you can't help me pull away where they are not even around.