Saturday, September 4, 2010

"I am lost"

What's the point of drinking alcohol at home if you can't get drunk. ;c at least that's what I feel tonight.
For the past days I was happy.
Maybe it was because fall is just around the corner. October, Halloween is so much closer. Maybe it was because the holidays (even though I work right through them) are near. Maybe because a boy gave me somewhat a piece of mind because even though he's not mine...a little piece of him was.
But tonight, now...I'm not happy anymore. I knew it would be short. And I enjoyed the few days of happiness I had. If only I could stop thinking about the negative things as much as I do.
Its funny how one small insignificant thing can change my mood.