I would like to say that I'm mature, that I act the age I am.26 *cringe* However, when it comes to my life, I sometimes feel like I'm not acting my age...ever. I'm shy when it comes to social events like some seven year old and when I get mad I pout and try to give the silent treatment like some twelve year old. Half of the time I feel like everything I'm experiencing right now, I should have experienced it when I was eighteen. Therefore, I feel like I'm still a teenager. Naive and oblivious to how the world really works. It's frustrating. I don't think living with my parents work either. Don't get me wrong. I adore my parents. They are always there for me (something I can't say about most friends) and I do enjoy coming home and hanging out with them from time to time. But, there are days when they treat me like I'm a fifteen year old and I should be scolded because I don't know things. They want me to be an adult but they don't want me to grow up. It doesn't help me. I want to feel like I understand certain situations when I'm being told about them. I want to relate to my peers.
I just don't know how to go about that.