IF you're prefect

I want to apologize for being the kind of person that I am.
I know at times it nice but most of the time its just too much isn't it.
I'm just too nice, I'm just too caring about other things that I give up my right to do something so other people can be pleased. I do it so often that I'm pretty sure some of you secretly dislike that part of me. I just too nice.
I'm negative too. You can tell me what a good thing something is and if I'm in that mood and you know me well I can shoot those good things away. I can make myself upset just by thinking negative things and in some very odd way I'm always looking for it.
I know I can be a bitch. I'm not trying to do it intentionally but guess what.. its there.
I'm too quiet. I don't speak up but thats mainly cos I don't want to hurt your feelings.
These are all bad when you're venting to someone about someone else and what they did that didn't make you happy that you wish you would have done instead. And the other person proceeds to tell me this stuff..

I want to apologize for being the way that I am.
I know Im not perfect. I tell myself that everyday...

So its my birthday.... 99%

So its my birthday.... 99% of the time i hate it. Im 25 and it doesnt matter. Lucky me huh